i wish, i wish, i wish...how i really wish

when i admire someone, the reason is what i've always wanted to be but never got the chance. I used to please my friends or ppl around me just so they'll accept me as a friend. But i dont think i'll ever want to do that again because they'll never notice it. The only person i want to please is God :), he is forever loyal and faithful to me, and i'll try my best to be like him. He knows ive done so many things for ppl around me, he knows what im thinking, he knows that im kind, and he knows who i am. Cool eh? i have many close friends but i only have one best friend which is HIM. what more can u ask for right? He can be everyone's best friend cos he has always been faithful to all of us. He knows what we faced. Last sunday, i remember the story abt a man, he had flash back abt his past life. There were two sets of footprints (one was his and one was God) when they walk by flash back when the man wasnt facing any problems at all. But when they walk by flash back where the man was facing problems, there was only one set of footprints, so he asked God why wasn't he there to help him. Actually that one set of footprint was God, he was actually caring him all the way. It's good that we fear God... :) Believe, believe..believe.. forgive...forgive...forgive..that's why im always saying "it's okay" even though it hurts. Trust..trust...trust!