Thursday, April 30, 2009

Results ;)

30th April '09 hmmm...last day of April...tomorrow will be Labour day! hooray! Today is the day we'll all know our exam results...i wasn't really afraid but i was super afraid right after my exam last week because i knew what were the mistakes i've made!but thank God! i pass all five of my subjects...i was so worried about my BIS. Glad that it was okay. Now i've got to prepare for my next semester subjects, most of my lecturers told us that it wouldnt be that easy..uh oh..can't fool around anymore. We'll only be moving to the new campus in November i guess that will be okay because it'll be a little rush for us if we were leaving in september, imagine we were suppose to move during june....wow...that will be too soon! Hope i'll be driving in July...& hope that what i hoped for will be happening, no more turning back and no more fear, shouldn't think like that, it'll only make you worry. Why worry when you know that God is here for you.


Look what i got!! haha Nana

This is nice :) yum yum




Ah the watermelon haha Nana&Bubbles were so afraid, dont worry its only yummy :P






Saw this cat when we were on our way to my mum's grandparent's grave, to clean it..its our tradision, ya know?




This was the Lizard that scared me like "OMG"...can't believed i sat there and didn't know it was there!!! Ahhhh!! I only saw it when i was about to open the door and get off..EeeKk~ i jumped fast to the door on my left...phew.








Little Miss Sunshine! adorable right? um my sis bought Mr Happy for her boyfriend :S haha

Friday, April 10, 2009

i wish, i wish, i wish...how i really wish

when i admire someone, the reason is what i've always wanted to be but never got the chance. I used to please my friends or ppl around me just so they'll accept me as a friend. But i dont think i'll ever want to do that again because they'll never notice it. The only person i want to please is God :), he is forever loyal and faithful to me, and i'll try my best to be like him. He knows ive done so many things for ppl around me, he knows what im thinking, he knows that im kind, and he knows who i am. Cool eh? i have many close friends but i only have one best friend which is HIM. what more can u ask for right? He can be everyone's best friend cos he has always been faithful to all of us. He knows what we faced. Last sunday, i remember the story abt a man, he had flash back abt his past life. There were two sets of footprints (one was his and one was God) when they walk by flash back when the man wasnt facing any problems at all. But when they walk by flash back where the man was facing problems, there was only one set of footprints, so he asked God why wasn't he there to help him. Actually that one set of footprint was God, he was actually caring him all the way. It's good that we fear God... :) Believe, believe..believe.. forgive...forgive...forgive..that's why im always saying "it's okay" even though it hurts. Trust..trust...trust!

this is what i get

Wow, it's already April 11th! Im glad that everything is almost over now..ALMOST...Macro assignment done, marketing done, BET done, IMA done..phew..and lastly BIS!! gosh the hardest among all man! And now i have to prepare for my exams..like next friday & the following week?! after that its a one week holiday! Woohoo~.....Okay,that's all about school. I cant wait for tomorrow! Cant wait to meet kara & Gina again! boy they make me laugh like krazy. And on the 18th someone named LSK has got to tell me his story! Im so crazy abt ppl's life stories!.
Hmmm....i guess i could understand why some ppl want to kill themselves, sometimes ppl are just so selfish that they never cared abt that person...like taking things for granted??? Life is never easy for everyone, they would usually say "u''ll never understand what im facing now" or "U're lucky and im not" or...u know things that not everyone face? Some ppl would say God is fair and some would say God isn't being fair...? Im sure everyone would want to know the answer but i dont think human hearts can handle it if we knew the truth... Ive tried my best to be kind, it's an unconditional love like what Tan told me. Its useless if u dress like u're mature when u're mind it not, its a lie. I like listening to ppl's story cos i really want to know what ppl around me are facing. Even if i dont get it, im still willing to listen :) haha. I'm very happy that there's someone called God, if there isn't, i dont think there's life. I was sooo sick yesterday, im glad im feeling better already. If u're confused with what i typed....sry cos i usually type out whats in my mind, cant really put them all neatly together like an essay. :S