Dear God,

Please don't let her struggle but release the pain in her.......

Dear Bubbles,
I hope you're on your way to heaven :)...I think Nana misses you even though she bully you a lot. She howled when you were struggling, she howled again when you were buried, and she howled again because she felt lonely. I'm so sorry for the pain you have gone through just now, you haven't been eating for 4 days, you look fine when you only ate a little for the first 2 days, then you got weaker and we brought you to the veterinarian for injections, he measured you temperature and it was fine. He said you were probably not eating because you felt depressed when you couldn't find a soul mate. Nana had her period and we wondered whether it was because you hadn't had your period. You slept a lot, almost the whole day. And you got weaker, you could hardly stand up or even wag your tail. Mum brought you to the veterinarian and had another injection. You were so weak that he said that you were dying 50:50. I wish you never suffered so much....we watched you from time to time, you were struggling and you kept moving your legs like you were running around the field, before that you wanted to get up and wag your tail but you couldn't. it was hard for you to breathe. Then the pain was over....... I hope you are somewhere there with Snowy(little puppy), Rabby, Bashful.:) and as for Nana....Be strong!